Kebodohan

awalnya, aku merasa sebuah kebodohan bagi dirinya karena memaksakan diri mencintaiku.
namun, akupun tersadar. bahwa dirikulah yang bodoh, karena tidak mempercayainya.
-Sang Dewi the movie

Gifts from Dutch

Today so cloudy. and i'm home alone. what should i post?? hmmm,,,
yesterday my mom was bringing something. she said, " this is gift from my friend, she was traveling from dutch."
afterthat,  i said with my mom, " should i go to dutch mom???", and my mom just sailent..

and i'm talking to my self. " i want to travel around the world. and i have to be something great. :D "
hahahaha....

like matryoshka, 

matryoshka photo from google

it's truly my passion

ceritanya iseng-iseng pergi ke bintaro plaza seorang diri,, nyangsang aja ke toko buku yang ada di mall itu.

tiba-tiba bertemulah dengan sebuah buku. tiba ketemulah sebuah buku yang membuat gue tertarik. memang belakangan ini gue lagi galau tentang passion gue. ternyata gue memang benar-benar tertarik di dunia fashion. but i can get it, coz terlalu mahal untuk biaya kuliahnya. 

tapi setelah mata kuliah kewirausahaan, dan baca biografi tentang anne avanti. gue tergerak lagi dengan passion itu, gue bener-bener terinpirasi oleh designer ternama itu. bagaimana beliau memulai karirnya sejak awal. 

ini dia bukunya.... pas ngeliat dalam bukunya langsung jatuh cinta... hihihi

design kebaya untuk wisuda,, (semoga agustus 2013 udah bisa di pake. aminnnn)

dan ini adalah gambar yang gue buat sendiri, dari jaman dulu paling susah gambar tangan... >.< 

harap maklum kalo gambarnya ga bagus, masih belajar cin.... heheheheheh 

book: fashion a la paris, gaya baru untuk hidup -arno roca

penerbit : grasindo

Big Dreams

okey,, it's time to talk about dreams....
do you have big dreams on your life??? , hmmm... i have a lot of big dreams on my life.

fisrt ---> i want to be designer.. becoming as a fashion design is my dream when i was little..
i like drawing , i can draw anywhere.. of course, i was drawing clothing design.

second ---> i want study on esmood paris,, yeah.. it's very very  big dreams.. but i believe, i can get it. if i has hard study..

third ---> i want tobe famous designer on the world and have world branded.. like chanel, polo, burbery, hermes, etc..

foutrh ---> finished my study at enviromental health, and pursue my dreams.. 

okey,, enough for today..
i hope this is not just a dream on paper,,


xoxo.

life

believe, coz i believe i can..

i can, coz i have a lot of gives from good...

i do,, because i want to do something..

New Face

yeee.... akhirnya selesai juga dalam sekejap,, cover blog yang baru..
kali ini temanya paris, dan eiffel..
karena Paris adalah salah satu negara yang mau gue datengin (suatu hari nanti....) :)
it's my bigs dream,, i would study at paris,,, as Fashion designer... ( hahahahhaha... would i??? i don't know)

ga begitu bagus sih,,, tapi mewakili lah.. hahahah

Dona-Dona (OST: Soe Hok Gie)

ga tau kenapa, setelah dengar lagu iini pertama kali saat nonton filmnya, gue jadi suka banget sama film ini.
ga pernah bosen nontonnya, kalo film ini di tayangin di TV. gue ga pernah absen untuk nonton.

Donna Donna Lyrics

On a waggon bound for market
there`s a calf with a mournful eye.
High above him there`s a swallow,
winging swiftly through the sky.
How the winds are laughing, 
they laugh with all their might.
Laugh and laugh the whole day through, 
and half the summer`s night.
Donna, Donna, Donna, Donna; Donna, Donna, Donna, Don.
Donna, Donna, Donna, Donna; Donna, Donna, Donna, Don.
"Stop complaining!“ said the farmer,
Who told you a calf to be ?
Why don`t you have wings to fly with,
like the swallow so proud and free?“ 
Calves are easily bound and slaughtered,
never knowing the reason why.
But who ever treasures freedom,
like the swallow has learned to fly